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I hadn’t thought about it before. Then I saw, and knew. Souls can scream.

Retrograde, a documentary about the American retreat from a decades-long war in Afghanistan, is proof. Its moviemakers have snuck us into a theatre of war and exposed all its intimacy and apathy.

First we meet the Green Berets, a selection of exceptional American soldiers. They train Afghans on fighting the common enemy. What we see in these faces and hear in these voices, though, is true care. Family.

Then the bad news arrives. We have been ordered to leave you. Afghans and Americans alike remain seated, hardly moving, but their eyes can’t hide the truth deep down in their souls. You are leaving us to pain, punishment, death. Little yellow birds chirp around the room for some reason as a couple Afghans ceremonially play music—to celebrate the closeness that’ll soon vanish. It’s the human condition in one scene: We came, we tried, we know we’re going to die.

For the rest of the movie we sit, stand, crawl, and stress with General Sami Sadat. The native Afghan tells his story. But mostly, he leads. It is a strange thing to watch with him in realtime the latest news that the enemy is regaining territory that it took allied forces years to capture.

It’s all simple, but scary. The moviemakers squeeze us into the cockpit of that bomb helicopter, push us face-to-face with the innocent translator who is begging to escape the impending nightmare—while the twenty-year-old new American recruit must shout back with the weight of decisions made thousands of miles away.

Retrograde does not opine. It simply and beautifully exists in places and allows us, for a few moments, to exist there too. If documentaries were made for anything, they were made for this.